Idiot Stare - Black Heart

"We can't trust our feelings.
Feelings change, the truth never changes."

How did I get home?
What is your name?
Please excuse this
I need some time to think about
This anchor around my neck
Send me to the bottom
As low as I can get
Now the only way is up and out

How did I get home?
Questioning this life cycle
Counting black holes
And accepting defeat
Goodbye, sunny days
Are we ever to meet again?
Counting your blessings
The chosen ones all sing

Me and my black heart

How did I get home?
What is this place?
Do you recognize?
The bitterness of
This ruthless repetition
Drags us to the bottom
Kind words and transparent grin
The mask that draws a line between us

Me and my black heart